I'll admit, I did look forward to seeing my work on that wall of VISCOM exhibition. I pretended like I didn't care but in my mind i was actually hoping at least... 80% it'll be accepted. But you know, it wasn't there I was really disappointed.. I pretended like it was no big deal, and walked about the gallery as if I was observing these amazing work by others who apparently were accepted. But nothing, nothing came into my eyes, although my eyes were gazing at arts on the wall, the eyeballs were... I don't know.. slightly off the work and instead was on the white, no ivory walls.
it's definitely disappointing, and this is not gonna be the last time, its only the beginning. i'm always gonna be judged by others and have to be chosen out of a pile of amazing arts done by others. can't stop here, and can't be delayed. just keep going and hope that someday someone will like my work. until then, i got to keep developing, inventing, designing, just move forward. can not have the luxury to feel the disappointment. Thank for the great awakening.
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